An insecure mind

A light shines in your eyes as you sit silently in the dark, it hurts but it's warmth is comforting and the darkness eases your mind and puts your body to rest as you forget the world outside. You forget but still know what lies between the cracks, the cracks thats formed by a simple rain drop as it freezes over night. Could this be a dream or a nightmare that you have awoken from to let out a scream that drives you insane as you wonder this earth alone? or is it just the little voice in your head asking you to turn away from death as try to part from this life?