Time passes and I'm still hear

Time has passed, things have gone, but this feeling of resent at myself has stayed while it laughs at my gallows as I stare at my feet with something so pure and innocent. Just one look is all I need, that look that tells you everything is going to be okay, but how can I see when you blind me with this hatred. I don’t want to run anymore, I don’t want to hide from the evil that breaks me as I fall. I can’t do it, but if this pain means I can stay in your life then so be it, I’ll let time pass as my heart ache kills me.

Her eyes

It’s dark with an ounce of silence, the wind was blowing and the trees whistling as the air passes by, I stop to look and her eyes are cold, cold like the brutal realisation of the world that frightens us, the realisation that once was, is no more as the black pit of hell opens as I’m drawn closer and closer to what they call nothing and all my dreams and all my thoughts that are happy are gone, gone like my life has ended there and then. The darkness of her soul clenches her hands around my neck therefore I start to choke but the beating of my heart and the butterflies that over fill my stomach indicate to my mind that everything is okay even though my deepest fear is becoming my reality. I have nothing, nothing left to give to you but you over crowed me with something I don’t want to see, why are you doing this, why me, why is it that what I am seeing and feeling I do not want but the cold rush that is creeping through my mind needs more, This girl who I didn’t know, this girl who was afraid, she was more beautiful than you could ever imagine and in that split second I was happy.      

Basketball

Basketball it explains life perfectly you win some you loose some, the more you put into it, the better it gets, the less you put into it the worse it gets, you get off days and really good days but whats not to like about the game.

The moment i knew i was wrong

I'm not sure what it was, I was so fine about it until I got close it was like every feeling I had that month had just suddenly rushed into my stomach. I took a deep breath hoping this feeling would go away but the clenching of my nerves where here to stay, my knee wasn't very forgiving as it buckled because it was shaking with fear. I was there, I had beaten the barrier but all that was left to do was climb the wall that seemed impossible, the wall that crushed me many times before. I had slipped a few times as the guilt over rid my head while my heart beats so fast I can't control it. It rang and the suspense was unbearable I just felt like letting go and falling until I hit rock bottom, then a shadow appeared and my world got sucked into a black pit called hell but as soon as I saw her eyes I was back, everything that was is no more, no feeling of guilt or nerves just a feeling of my heart being lifted into heaven. At first it felt awkward but then it just helped me get through the time I was there. I've seen her beauty before but it was not until then I had realized the true beauty she had held for all this time. We had talked for a while and for that short while my life was complete and it was at the point of going that I realized that everything I had done was the best for both of us but I couldn't help but say in my mind that all of it was mistake and I just wished I could go back where I was happy and so sure about everything, as goodbye left my mouth and a cuddle following after it I could of shot myself there and then because I had finally felt the pain I put you through, I walked away with the love tumbling down my face dropping to the floor, I realized I was wrong about everything and now I have got to face the consequences. All I can say is I'm sorry and I will always love you, forever and always.

Something you don't realise

It takes less than a second to click a button for a picture to be taken. How many pictures have you taken where there is someone you don’t know, someone you would have never talked to, someone that would never cross your mind, for that split second did that person have an impact on your life, was it there purpose to be there or were they there at the wrong time. It makes you wonder if you have made an impact on someone’s life and was it meant to be that you where in their photo, how many photos are you in? How many times has one person caught a glimpse of your face? How many lives have you made an impact on?

Out with friends

 I was out with some Friends and thought that I
may take some photos while i am out and this is what become of them hope you like it :)
                                                                





Hope, what is hope? Is hope something we like to hold on to or something we like to believe in because we have nothing else to help us through life when times are bad, We hold on to every last bit of hope because we all think that it makes a difference but in fact it doesn't because in theory we are our own hope so only you can make a difference.                                                                                                                                                

We all want to be something great, something we can all be proud of or something we can do to show off, me, no, i don't want be great i want be better..

We all look up at the sky and stare into to the distance, what are we looking for?

Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it's 
the moments that take your breath away.

Live life like a cruise and I'm sure everything will run just fine!

Just one kickflip is like a life time of awesomeness!

Something we can't change

The one thing we can never change is the one thing that could set a different mood for everything. Right now it's thundering and lighting outside and everyone seems to be scared and conveniently alone and that fear of what we don't know holds us back and keeps us still, but why not take a walk outside, face your fear and find the wonders of our world.