An insecure mind

A light shines in your eyes as you sit silently in the dark, it hurts but it's warmth is comforting and the darkness eases your mind and puts your body to rest as you forget the world outside. You forget but still know what lies between the cracks, the cracks thats formed by a simple rain drop as it freezes over night. Could this be a dream or a nightmare that you have awoken from to let out a scream that drives you insane as you wonder this earth alone? or is it just the little voice in your head asking you to turn away from death as try to part from this life? 

Mistakes

We all make mistakes in our lives and I am trying to be the better person and fix that. That moment that held me back from living the moment that stuck before I could speak. It was not hatred or fear that led me here. Something that even the greatest man could not describe, something that we struggle to see at the best of times. The hairs on the back of my neck began to rise while the goose bumps tickled down my spine leaving my body with a cold shiver. Meanwhile, my stomach crushed in itself leaving me to wonder: if this was just the beginning then what lies towards the end? It had happened before but this time it was different, this time I didn't know how great it was until you hit me with it; hit me so hard I could have fainted there and then, you walked away and I was still standing there not moving not saying a word then you were gone and my life blanked over. You left me to wonder...what if?

Boredom

My mind is shut and my body is weak, hoping for room to move while I am crowded in this area where I cannot move. It is not like I can get out and walk around; like a wolf hunting for its pray. I am a cat climbing the trees in a situation that feel like my collar is caught on a branch. Trying to set myself free but knowing that one false move could end everything. I look around and all I see is other people suffering apart from one, one that is so fixed and concentrated on what they are doing that nothing could distract their mind from feeling sick or lost in this world of boredom. Get me out now, if not I shall not see another day. I shall not breathe the air that we all take for granted in times of joy………  My mind is shut and my body is weak just hoping this car journey will end.

More photo's

when you experience that life changing moment just by looking out at the sun and realizing how wonderful our world can be and how many times we don't even recognize it. 

music is something that lives in all of us today some are better than others some just want to listen some just want to create it but what ever you choose why not stick on the radio or get an iPod and change your life with a little bit of music.

why not make the most  of your life and have fun with it.

dribble, shoot, dunk what ever you do learn to live your life and love the game while doing it.

Something that inspired me by my cousin.

When something in life hits you hard, it knocks you back and you're left at a stand still. You look around you and search for the way you were headed but it seems changed. Take a breath trust in who you are and take the first step, follow your feet. Not everything comes to you easily sometimes you have to work it out along the way and then rebuild yourself an pick yourself up. Find the path that makes you happy and follow that. Your friends and family will be heading in the same direction, while those who hurt you or doubt you will be left behind. People will define you, let them define you as something you deserve not what they think you do... Listen to your instinct and let your heart lead you.

New Photos

So the other day I had gone to Bluewater shopping center and luckily I got to borrow my friends camera

The beautiful smell of a Fragrance that we all can't help but love

After this shot that I took of myself I turned around and I saw the most beautiful girl that I have seen in a long while.

I stop to stare at my feet and I can't help but wonder how many steps have I taken in my life and how many moments have i thought what if?



The wheels that can take you anywhere, so i guess it's a life of endless opportunity's

 I wonder how many could I eat?

Pain

someone asked how do you do it, my answer was one day you get up and just deal with the pain because somewhere along the way it's going to get easier!!